Meh...

I have no idea what to post today...

After a few days of posts floating around my head, I have nothing... nothing!

I feel like having a big whinge about work which is bad considering I only got back today and really who wants to hear about that? I don't want to read about it in a few years time when I look back at this (hi future me)

I could post some pictures... but I always post pictures... boring... and I took maybe 10 over the weekend and most of them were bad ones of Matt Groening...

So here I am with nothing but a bad mood and whingey post...

I think I'm still frustrated/disappointed from Tuesday - we looked at mortgages for a shared ownership house but for a £75,000 mortage we would have to pay back £180,000 over 30 years... plus rent on top of that... um... what?!

I think we'll stick with renting thanks. I was anxious about it to start, then I really swung round the idea of a garage and more importantly a garden (which can lead to pets and vegetables...) and now we're back to square one. The even more frustrating thing is that I was and I still am happy with square one - I have no problem with renting and I don't need a marriage/mortgage/house/garage to feel happy or commited...

...though a garden would be amazing!

stupid mortgages, stupid migraines and stupid me for getting so wound up about things when I'm happy with how things are already...

p.s. on a side note the picture below is still making me laugh (its the fist I think...) and this seems so exciting, I think I'm going to enter some ideas.